Tuesday, November 17, 2009
i'm dyyyying in year one with all this boring modules, gotta do something nice quick! Pakour, FIBUA, anything! it's been so mundane lately, go school, go home, in front of the com the whole day long. Darn. Anyway, going out this sunday with mark to look for that military shop in bedok...gonna bring a smile to my face. and yea, been missing trainings for trekking, mainly because the people there...dun really train hard. and i dun see the ig going far.
Thinking of learning kapap, an isreali martial art, it's relatively affordable, 10 bucks an hour, 2 hours a week, it's student price!
Fighting on; 9:30 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Just because the system says you will get better grades doesn't mean you ask stupid redundant questions. It defeats the purpose, why encourage asking for the sake of asking? and what the hell's up with watching porn in class while others are presenting? Really, i'm beginning to be sick of certain things being done by people but still I must admit, it's already an epic blessing to be in a course of choice so I'm just gonna have take it. The world ain't perfect and it'll never be. Too bad.
Fighting on; 10:05 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Found out more about the company, seems fine for now, though i won't deny the possibility of other groups abusing the system but, this seems ethical if you wanna make it an ethical business. Will get a better picture after today's entrepreneurship lesson about price for quality/function. Finally, something I can make use of.
Speaking of today's lesson, people are starting to get on my nerves. All wayang, like very hard-working, but in actual fact, one just sends his friends work and claims credit for helping the team, another nags about work but laughs and claps like a fool over some korean show and... ugh, I'll just stop at here. I'm not all hard-working either, playing company of heroes but at least I make damn sure I complete my task before I play.
Fighting on; 5:53 PM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Been doing research on mlms... Seems really bad. The main game is this, you recruit people, they pay up some a wad of cash somehow or another, and then you earn from it. Where there is a product involved, the goods may not be sold out to consumers, due to a high pricing to pay numerous uplines, but just passed down the lines to distributors of different levels. So yes, people earn, but those on the bottom sometimes lose out.
If this company i'm in is making money on others lost then i'm cutting losses and bailing out. It seems like the recruiting game just like any other mlm. Yea sure, i can make money out of it, but what if the people i recruit can't sell the goods? Then i'm making money on their loss and thats something i will never accept. Gonna clarify things with the coach assigned to me and my sis.
Fighting on; 4:31 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Helping my sister get started with some business thingy. It's a company selling facial bars and looked pretty much like an mlm so i was pretty darned skeptical at first. And although they did use certain techniques that originated from mlm, it's not completely an mlm.
Not that mlms are all bad,(Tupperware a good example) but people tend to make use of others in such systems. Corporate world i guess, big fish eats small fish. The product itself is quite amazing, seeing all the members faces with really good complexion. More importantly the people she's in contact are APPARENTLY pretty nice, and concentrates more on the personal growth of people rather than the money. well, you can never be too sure when it comes to business. Just hope that stuff goes out all right, my family's financial isn't getting any better and we could really use the extra money.
Don't agree with everything the company does though, the seminars were a tad bit too brain-wash like for my comfort and i hope they don't get any youngsters into trouble. Really. You can make money but it's definitely not as easy as they'd like you to see it. No such thing as easy money.
Fighting on; 8:01 AM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
venturing into BB. Nice one for the alarm failing on me and being late. what a shitty way to start the day. ran all the way to the mrt station and then somemore at bishan. also got a small lecture which I deserved (actually I deserved more then a lecture, felt like punching my face.) Not sure if joining is the right thing to do, i mean, heck i got enough on my sleeves already. ah hell. we'll just see how it goes.
Feeling moody today, dunno whats wrong with myself. Perhaps i'm dissapointed with myself, perharps it's the loneliness, perhaps i'm just being stupid, I dunno. feel like such a failure even though i know i'm not that big of a failure. bah. talking nonsense.
Fighting on; 4:06 AM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Irritated with the current semester. I don't see any relation of most of my modules to my course. What has new web, enterpreneurship, marketing and bloody maths got to do with outdoor and adventure learning. Or better, what has it got to do with my future as a soldier. sigh. When the shit hits the fan you just gotta suck it up and take the shit. RP's not gonna change anything unless some big shot sees the flaws in its systems and complains, and the possibility of that happening is like Lee Kuan Yew dropping by my house for tea.
Been thinking about myself and what I want in terms of a relationship. Duh I want someone to call my own, who wouldn't? But then again rushing into it is mostly gonna cause more harm than good. Some say I've already waited too long, 19 years and never had a girl. But those same people are ridden with sorrow when they break up. "when it's time to walk that way, we want to walk it right."
Kapap seems good. Looks like it's better than krav maga! i'm so gonna take it up...provided i can afford it.
Fighting on; 6:02 AM
